Saturday, 28 October 2017

Review of Leeds Festival Of Gothica

 Personally a  few years ago, I felt the alt' scene, particularly the goth scene was in drastic decline and the only way feel a part of it was via the online community. Newcastle was a desperate cultural waste ground offering very little for the alt community. Slowly, but surely, this has changed with more of a vibrant music scene with more rock nights like Grindhouse, Castle Noir and the return of Trillians. Even the local Discovery Musem held exhibitions with gothic undertones through Refashion and The Steam Punk exhibition.

 I feel the biggest turn was when the British Library and BBC four calibrated t0 celebrate the 250th year of Horace Walpole's Castle of Otranto. There were exhibitions, discussion and various programmes exploring gothic cultural.

I'll stop my meanderings.  A few weekends ago, I travelled down to Leeds for the Festival of Gothica It was a celebration of Gothic cultural in Leeds through a range of visual media of independent films, discussions, tutorials and readings. It also featured stalls from independent businesses and charities, including Dead Things by Kate and  Soho's  Also, the event also featured the W Hammond, The Orginal Whitby Jet Shop; selling from their gothic collection. Sylvia Lancaster from the Sophie Lancaster Foundation there with both a stall and as speaker.  

I planned to arrive sharply on the for door opening, I spent too time gandering around Leeds Market looking at fabric.  Not to mention I had mistaken the museum with Leeds art gallery  I found my way by following the black-clad people who were heading to the event. I was greeted by an array of people dressed in a range of historical costume. Outside the museum was a lady clad in wedding resembling Miss Havisham. Another greeter dressed in a beautiful black Tudor brocade dress with a heavy velvet cloak and another was a lady in Victorian mourning garb. I regret not taking photos. They explained the itinerary and orientated me around. 

The main event was set in the museums the main interior. All the stalls were in a circular formation. As I  entered,  I heard  Spellbound by Siouxsie and the Banshees. Throughout the day there an array other goth music, new romantic, and electronic bands and other 80's music playing.  At the centre,  was the stage for visitors to take photographs in the thrown or for adventitious Goth wanting the ultimate gothic photo in a coffin. Since I'm afraid of coffins, it freaked me out. The West Yorkshire Playhouse Costume Department kindly loaned the exhibition their collection So anybody could dress up for photographs. 

I got dressed up in this gorgeous medieval brocade dress I dreamt of owning, when, I was a baby bat.  

Another person decided it was fun to dress up.

The exhibition had a gorgeous selection of  Victorian and gothic costumes, which were on display in the centre of the room. I couldn't help, but ogling each one. 

These were my favourites. 

I feel this event was more designed for the goth community or those with a gothic sensibility with the events and stalls on offer. The organisers extended the invitation to anyone from outside the community. They had a lovely sign asking everyone to respect each other, creating a welcoming environment. I think sometimes even the goth community can forget this when it comes to internal politics. 

 I also, assumed it was to show we're not all scary we are just like everyone else working and paying taxes; we have a different mindset and aesthetic.  Also to share and celebrate Leeds importance of the birth of the early goth movement with its rich history and culture of producing bands. 

One of the things, I was excited about, was W Hammond, The Original Whitby Jet Shop, who gained fame by supplying jet mourning jewellery to Queen Victoria. It became a must-have for mourners. They still follow this tradition of selling locally sourced Whitby jet. They now, even, produce a gothic inspired range for the darkly inclined, sadly I missed this stall. The nearest stores are in Whitby and York. I do love my Whitby Jet; I own a few pieces and even one a necklace from W Hammonds. 

Honestly,  I mainly hid away with the various discussions, which meant I missed out on some of the other exhibitions.

The first discussion, I was mostly excited about Judith's Simpson academic discussion on Victorian Mourning Presently she is researching and producing her dissertation on for her PhD. I have a basic understanding of  Victorian Mourning, and I am aware of how prevalent death was particularly infant mortality.  After attending the discussion, it gives me a far new understanding on the importance of funeral mourning and how integral these customers were to Victorian society. 

Judith delivered a fantastic and fascinating presentation which highlighted her flawless knowledge. My favourite part was how she brought the human factor of the subject by looking from the social perspective of exploring the everyday lives of people. 

So This is what I learnt from Judiths  session.

  In the Victorian times, diseases were ripe and the average life expectancy was 38 years old. Brides who were preparing for marriage, prepared both a wedding dress and a funeral shroud; since statically one in three women were likely to die in or after childbirth  

With death being, so common in society and Victorians were far more religious in comparison today They believed these rituals prepared a place in heaven for their loved ones and the importance of staying in touch with them. 

Mourning was such an integral part of society that there were etiquette books written how to correctly carry out the practices, which were very complex and complicated. Some common practices included that all members of the family don mourning garb even babies wore black armbands, there was a separate mourning tea set china produced for the events, often most people would don black clothing and commonly made from crepe. 

There was such an emphasis on mourning that often families prioritised saving for funerals, rather than spending money on health care.  Victorians feared of their bodies would be used for medical dissections, people believed this could impact their fate in the afterlife. Often medical hospitals secured the bodies of both prisoners who had been executed or bodies from people who had been in the workhouses who no way of paying for burial. 

Mourning was a way of demonstrating compliance with contemporary social norms. It meant that the deceased person wanted to be recognised as a valued citizen with a respectable reputation. Mourning reflected society with families compiling to a strict hierarchy, who was important e.g. husband and parents that reinforced society structures. There were three types of mourning, family mourning, court mourning and complimentary mourning, which was mourning for close friends or their families Families were expected to go through four types of mourning However, the expectation of men and women differed with men expected to mourn for six months where women were far more restrictive there were expected to remain at home and be somber. For the first stage, women were expected to don black within silk crepe for a year and day. Then they would In half mourning allowed to wear sombre of mourning including other colours outside of black eg grey navy blue or lavender. Often, women would wear mourning jewellery which was dull the most popular were the jet and some contained their loved one's hair, that  symbolibses immortality and remembrance.

Judith explained how in the Victorian period mass production became available and very popular amongst the middle classes which also led to the development of departments stores. Often stores took advantage of the mourning as the whole practice was very expensive particularly with all members of the family expected to don black.  Often people could purchase the material at the department store that the could have these made up intern because almost one in five families lost a loved one. The mass production of the clothes meant sometimes the clothes were poorly constructed or finished off. After the mourning period was finished it believed to be bad luck to keep the crepe within the house and had to be rid off, which meant that families might continually be purchasing new mourning clothing. Often this meant shopping was the only respectable ways women able to enjoy themselves as they were expected to stay at home to mourn the passing of husband.

Eventually, mourning became less fashionable due to increases in life expectancy, society became less religious and more rational and views on women  and expectation were changing Also, more women were entering the workplace, black dies were poisonous and created abhorrent working conditions for workers. During, the First world war there was so much death and the Government and society wanted to maintain people's morale.

Judith concluding by discussing how Victorian Mourning inspired the gothic aesthetic with its relationship with death but yet it suppressed women by limiting them to the home and their actions. Where Gothic costume takes inspiration from Victorian mourning, but it seems to empower women.

Nyx Professional Makeup, 

I was excited to hear Nyx was featured on the day since I'm definitely have come to love this brand for its high-end quality for those on a lemonade budget. I first heard via the recommendations of Youtube Black Friday and find her advice is up to par.  If you follow me on Instagram. I swear by their eye makeup, especially, Nyx's professional makeup palette ultimate shadow pallette - Brights, NYX Professional Makeup Epic Ink Liner, (which makes doing a cat so much easier) Matte liquid liner, and the Setting Spray Matte Finish. 

All the demonstration were given by the talented and hilarious Jess with her love of the darkly inclined. She seemed like the perfect ambassador for the brand to showcase load of the goths and darkly incline people. 

The first makeup tutorial is what I would be summed up as  a Halloween clown it demonstrated the easy use of the brights pallet and how blendable the colours were to use,

My favourite the  80's inspired Siouxsie Sioux with its, which Jess compared to as power dressing for the face.

The final look  

Next up was o lovely to meet the awesomely talented Rosie

Garland. I must say is such a sweet person, surprisingly she remembered me from our first encounter the Goth City Festival: Black Planet - Leeds Goth in Perspective. We had a quick chat before her reading I went to quickly grab a coffee, that meant I was slightly late for her reading D'oh She first reminiscing about her experience of gothic sensansiabilites by reading Edgar Allen Poe at the age nine. Also, lead into her feeling like an outcast with growing up rural Devon Which fed into her hysterical but satirical experiences of growing up in Devon her desperate desire to escape it a provincial village. Rosie discussed remembering fondly eccentricity granny who constantly inspired her with her reading fantastical fairy stories. Personally, it stokes a personal code for me, as it reminds of my own experience of my gran how to tell me stories.

Garland did a few readings from her books. The Vixen, The Night Brother and The Palace of Curiosities, each of reading she demonstrated her amazing oratory brought the found that demeanour.

I purchased one her book the Night Brother, I actually wanted the Palace of Curiosities she sold out sadly. I still got the Night Bother signed. 

I regret not staying for the Sophie Lancaster discussion which has such a wonderful and meaningful purpose but by this time I really wanted to explore entire venue I think I had missed everything that had occurred by then. So I did a bit of shopping. I think in hindsight I should have really stayed for Sophie Lancashire talk.  I should have cut the Nyx tutorial short.   


These were some of the Stalls

This was the Nyx stalls selling their product

This was Soho's a vintage Goth/ alt vintage store that sells an array of preloved clothing and shoes. I remember Soho's from my days as a teenager,  I spent with my friend who lived in Huddersfield. When I visited we would often go to Leeds. I bought a handmade skirt for £15, its made of taffeta and velvet embossed pattern that reminds of medieval church tiles. 

This was Dead Things By Kate who sold a wonderful arrange of taxidermy, I even purchased a pair stag horns from the sixties 

This was skirt I purchased 

The deer horns

The signed copy of the Night Brote

The city museun is having an exhibition Sound Bites, which on till April, it explores the history of Goth and Gothic cultural of Leeds with displays which based on Leeds Goth bands including Sisters of Mercy, Salvation and Red Lorry Yellow Lorry. They is different range of memborilla explores the cities rich dark cultural of the local goth scene. Part the exhibition, explores X clothes one Leed first alternative clothing store specilising in Diy clothing.

Thursday, 19 October 2017

Halloween Shopping

Well, I  can't believe we're in October again. But there so many wondrous experiences this year the leaves changing colour, the nights get darker and their just that spooky and mystical charm that only October seems to emit. Oh yeah, and it's Halloween that means it offers a chance to stock up on spooky decor for the year.

I was looking in the shops back in August for Halloween decor, I've felt disappointed with the years selection on offer but I've still managed to find some goodies. Also, my partner has pleaded with me to limit how much I purchase as we're running out of places to display for things. I've limited select few items. The allure and temptation to purchase more Halloween treasures have been difficult to resist the urge, but I definitely cope.

Like last year, Tk Maxx and their Home Sense Range stocked the most awesome items and it's probably where I've purchased the most stuff. Every year,  it seems to stock the best stuff.

Usually, I don't like birds but I do like owls and blackbirds. I think its years of my mam and gran having any form of bird decor is bad luck. I was planning to put this in my bathroom but opted for the sitting room. 

I found this bottle with a crow/ raven I love it an thought it was really in unusually. 

 I loved these picture light frames I've loved them but wanted something a bit more me so, I found this one and had to have it. 

I also found a few wooden signs for the kitchen and bathroom ( I have an appolthicary theme in the bathroom. 


I  found these statues with a skull on top of some alchemy books that really enhances the apothecary. I have this sitting with my potion bottles.  

I'm collecting an array of skulls in my bathroom, I found this one thats displaying in my bathroom.  

I've love this wooden sign and felt perfect for the kitchen. It has gothic cottage feel. 

I found these two bowels. 

Disney Shop, 

I found a Jack Skelleton travel bottle, great as reuseable bottle. 

From Tiger, I got these two hair clips, I just love them and need to find the right ensemble to wear. them. 

For years, all I've wanted is black sparkly pumpkin and I finally got one from Poundworld. 

I found this Batty Halloween Bunton in John Lewis it's so cute, it has that Gothic country cottage feeling. It was on sale for half price, so I only paid £2.50. Its added some excitement to my fireplace. 

From Poundland I found some goodies. I found two potion bottles that I put on display with the magic books in the bathroom.

 I'm planning to displaying in craftroom when it gets orgnaised. I saw this last year and never got one, so I was happy to purchase one.  

I found this owl, I'm still in two minds about purchasing it. Once I'll get my crafting room organised it'll look great.  I need to get the room rewired and plastered before I can start using it properly. 

Even Superdrug had a range of Halloween Makeup, personally, I would use this all year long. A lot the local beauty bloggers have highlighted how amazing the Revolution eyeshadows palettes, but I haven't seen any palettes that appealed to me until now. I purchased three of Revolutions lipsticks for £6, a great for a bargain. I bought black sparkly high lighter for curiosity. I purchased three glitter liquid lipsticks in purple, black and green. I actually wore the green one . On Monday I wore it. I was surprised how it lasted around six hours for £3 I can't complain it really exceeded my expectations. 

I purchased the limited edition Vanilla and Pumpkin body butter that seems to be perfect for the season and smell delicious.  

Thursday, 12 October 2017

A Sunday Evening at the Body Shop

I had a fun night on Sunday attending the exclusive Body Shop event at the Intu, Metrocentre. The Body Shop was kind enough to invite me. Since attending the store's last event I 've definitely become a fan of their products. I often use the Drops of Youth Liquard Peel and the body butters. 

Before the event,  I met up with Macara from Macara's Space before the event. We were both feeling stoked

 Gianni and Katie had organised the event to specifically for the local bloggers and vlogger community.  I was welcomed by the beauty assistants and offered a beverage of prosecco and nibbles. As usual, the Body Shop assistants know how to treat me by making feel me very special with their VIP treatment. 

Katie and Gianni introduced themselves, thanked everyone for attending. They discussed the concept behind the blogger events, how the community played an important role in promoting the brand, and want to plan more events, particularly within the North East, things, are getting exciting. 

Gianni had been instrumented in organising the fantastic night. With an array of complimentary treatments from therapeutic hand massages using their delicious spa body scrubs and moisturisers; makeovers with the latest makeup trends for autumn and even a Halloween option for anyone feeling brave.  They offered us to try out their range of Liquard Peels. (On a personal note, I use the Drops of Youth several times a week definitely feel its contributed to improving my skin conditions and acne breakouts.) We also got to try out their latest products. My favourite was the limited edition Pumpkin and vanilla products. 

The Night also allowed us the first chance to see their Christmas Advent calendar. Allowing for a person to have new a present while counting down the days until Christmas.  It was interesting to see the Advent Calander but I think this would be a waste on me. It would make a lovely present for loved ones. 

I loved how the Bodyshop had decorated and released a   small autumn collection to celebrate the spooky season; with the realise of their limited edition pumpkin and vanilla shower gel and body butter, that smell gorgeous. The Body Shop has a special deal on presently, purchase any three beauty products for £20, including the body butters. I can never resist a good bargain, I stocked on three tubs of the cream, I purchased two of the pumpkin and vanilla butter.

They even had plenty of inspiration for Halloween with pictures of lastest spooky makeup looks.  I wasn't feeling daring enough try out the Halloween options, the designs looked amazing.   

The Body Shop are trying campaign to ban animal testing and asked us to sign their petition. To spread awareness they created a selfie both to promote the campaign on social media. So, we could take silly selfies by wearing a pair of bunnies ears or a polar bear mask. 

A few of us posed a fun selfie. I wanted to be a polar bear rather than a bunny. On the left is Maraca and Pixie from Fashion Voyeur. Pixie's  a successful blogger, genuinely a lovely person with a no crap punk attitude, that I love.  I look a bit squinty eyed but who cares it was fun.

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I even got to a have fun playing on the personalising machine making a sticker for my complementary body butter. I wasn't expecting that. I  all stocked up on body butters.   


Surprisingly, we were all treated a goody bag containing, a liquid lipstick,  Oil of  life beauty cream, and a couple of samples their latest facial masks. I'm definitely going to pamper myself later.  

Disclaimer: I was not paid or offered any form exchange to write this post.  I just like sharing my experiences of events or any products I use.  

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