Over the last few week, I've been contemplating whether to continue with the blog or to close it down. The doubt gremlins have been creeping back into my head. Unfortunately, I'm succumbing to their influences with whirling thoughts and manipulation. As my blog reaches its first birthday, I feel as though I should fort ahead and set the gremlins on fire eradicating them to the void of nonsense.
Recently, I've found myself going into a depression and melancholy state considering the amount work I put into my blog if it’s worth continuing since only a few people read it. I am just having these thoughts spinning in my head and with doubts about whether my writing skills are up to par, or my content is uninteresting to read or the validity of my experiences.
The second option to purge the gremlins with an imaginary fire hose and to forge on with the blog. For me, my blog is my baby as I created it, and I’ve worked hard to cultivate it and would be interesting to see how it develops. I do owe a debt to my blog because it’s helped me through some rough times last year and has given me focus and discipline. Not only that, it's given me the confidence to write and honed these skills. I’ve learned that sometimes with only a few well-chosen words need to be selected to say what I want rather than writing unnecessary words.
Personally, I am not sure what do at the moment, but for the foreseeable future; I will strive on to grow and develop my blog. I am a tenacious bugger and will not give up without a fight. At times, I guess, everybody feels that way about their blogs at times and question their motives and doubt if it's worth continue.
Thank you to my followers, I appreciate you all and to anyone reads my blog, especially to two my blogger buddies, Little Corp Goth girl and breakinangel